My heart goes thump…
It was fulfilled temporarily then it
came to a screeching halt.
I grabbed the mirror because I was sure it was
me.
How could this be?
Am I doomed for eternity?
A knock to the
heart, a punch to the gut and she tried to rip out my one last chance at
luck.
Luck to find someone very true,
the one I thought I could pursue.
I don’t
know what to do…
My thoughts are doing
jumping jacks, my heart is sustaining a crack...
I just want my sense of stability back.
Back before I was scorned, torn and
born.
Back to innocence, back to
reality, I can’t believe this is still happening to me.
I thought he liked me…
This makes me want to crawl into a ball, not
stand tall and maybe possibly become the wall
only built so strong it won’t
fall.
I try hard to be steel and not let
them peel, each layer away but it’s just unreal…
I am just a girl…
with my heart on my sleeve
Why can’t I just find one
that will let it be.
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